if i was you id fucking hate me too

tired

2003-01-06T18:10:07Z

im exhausted ;[ i wanna go back to bed

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when your all alone dont forget me, and when im all alone i wont forget you

2003-01-04T16:59:45Z

my throat hurts so much
stupid cold ;[
i hate being sick
im such a grouch when i am
</3 my dad keeps talking to me, and im getting so frustrated cause it hurts so much to speak. argh i hate getting sick!

i miss.

2003-01-03T05:38:00Z

i was london.. for about a week
i just gothome about an hour ago, i miss being there and i miss you
i have no stress there, nothing to worry about.. its nice
its really nice
i had a good new years... i hope everyone else did
<3
im suppost to start classes monday, im excited in a way it feels like im doing something with myself. im hungry i wish food would make itself, mmmmmmmmmm
...
i dont know if my efforts are futile

grrlfixxxer @ 2003-01-01T14:47:00

2003-01-01T19:48:17Z

HAPPY NEW YEARS

well as for now im gonna hear the saddest songs

2002-12-30T17:19:43Z

im in london!
hooray!!
i left friday afternoon with denis and shawn
HAHAHAHA LAST NITE AT THE BAR I DUMPED A BEER ON DENIS CROTCH
THEN TOLD EVERYONE HE PEED HIS PANTS
AHAHHAHAHA
i have to do laundry ;[ all my clothes are covered in beer
mmmmmmmmmmmm food
i need juice
<3 cait
id like to congratulate her on her engagement
;]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]
smiles brightly

goodbye forever

2002-12-27T07:32:44Z

ive had tooo much to drink
anytime i update this late
its usually because ivehad too mucht o drink
but now! i leave
img oing for a while
GOODBYE

<3 <3

2002-12-26T02:35:16Z

123?
yes

i like you ;]
<3 <3 <3

la la la la la la la

2002-12-25T22:49:16Z

i feel like updating
but i have nothing to say really, nothing i can put into words.
it was an ok christmas.. as far as christmas at my house goes.. ;]
it didnt feel real though,if that makes any sense
everyone pretends to be nice one day, and we all go back to yelling and ignoring each other the next
everyone left except me
i think ill drink here

grrlfixxxer @ 2002-12-25T11:28:00

2002-12-25T16:33:36Z

MERRY CHRISTMAS FUCKERS

mmmmmm christmas dinnar

grrlfixxxer @ 2002-12-24T21:45:00

2002-12-25T02:50:13Z

my family doesnt do anything together

well, sometimes they do... but they do theyre best to never include me
i like being the black sheep

ive got a nervous feeling
and its been keeping me up lately

meh

2002-12-24T18:54:04Z

youre always going to be looking for something better
...

i shouldnt procrastinate
i had to go to the mall today to get a cd, and it was insane.. im sick
i feel like puking
im grouchy
la la la
im debating taking a nap... but i dont want to be up all nite.
anywhere but here please
<3

grrlfixxxer @ 2002-12-23T22:12:00

2002-12-24T03:28:32Z

my room is all messed up cause my dad has a stupid temper
actualy hes just stupid altogether
*grimaces*
i stayed in bed all day
hooray for me! im the laziest person ever
i hate the cold, i like hoodie weather
its perfect!

i feel very blah today. im just not in the mood for christmas at all.

grrlfixxxer @ 2002-12-23T10:42:00

2002-12-23T15:45:18Z

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grrlfixxxer @ 2002-12-23T10:08:00

2002-12-23T15:11:29Z

its still too early
back to bed i go

grrlfixxxer @ 2002-12-23T01:14:00

2002-12-23T06:17:11Z

mmmmmm
i cant make food
withouty psilling it everywhere
ARGH im trying though but i bruned my hand and im making a HUGE mess
k bye!

grrlfixxxer @ 2002-12-22T18:11:00

2002-12-22T23:14:48Z

does anyone have a spare lj code?
<3

grrlfixxxer @ 2002-12-22T13:15:00

2002-12-22T18:18:03Z

Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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2002-12-22T18:07:25Z

What swear word are you?
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grrlfixxxer @ 2002-12-22T11:40:00

2002-12-22T16:44:52Z

i slept like 12 hours last nite
and all i want to do is crawl right back into bed

grrlfixxxer @ 2002-12-22T04:02:00

2002-12-22T09:05:13Z

i cant sleep

grrlfixxxer @ 2002-12-21T15:10:00

2002-12-21T20:12:44Z

How Emotional Are You?
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grrlfixxxer @ 2002-12-21T15:01:00

2002-12-21T20:04:18Z

Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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grrlfixxxer @ 2002-12-21T14:48:00

2002-12-21T19:52:17Z

do you think its real?
does it even exist

maybe it is just a matter of comfort and thats all it is
how sad
it should be more
whats the point if it isnt
doesnt matter it all ends eventualy

grrlfixxxer @ 2002-12-21T01:18:00

2002-12-21T06:21:58Z

GOOD EVENING DWEEBS <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

weird

2002-12-21T00:18:41Z

myles came to cornwall today
and we hung out this afternoon, mostly at the malls
heh ive known the guy for like 2 years and this is the first time weve met face to face
it was kinda weird cause i know him pretty well, and then again i dont know him at all
haha but i had fun today